Accepting and letting go I befriended this boy I met over the internet (I don’t need a lecture on online dating being dangerous, I know he is who he says he is, etc.), we’ll call him “Sam”. I immediately started crushing on him. I kept my crush to myself because I had never really been interested in an online relationship after an incident before (To summarize, I liked a guy for four years I met over the internet, he led me on, etc, etc.).
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Eventually, I befriended one of his good friends, who noticed I sort of seemed to have a crush on him and eventually asked me straightforwardly if I had feelings for Sam. I confessed and he said that Sam had feelings for me as well. One night I took the risk and confessed I liked him. He admittedly said he liked me too and thus, we started dating.
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Things were going well, unfortunately, I didn’t always have the time to spare when my parents constantly walked in during our video calls, and I didn’t want them to know about my relationship (they’re 100% against online dating) and things started getting rocky. Now, Accepting and letting go I have a lot of insecurities, most of them brought on by anxiety, but I’m very fearful that once I get really close to the one I’m dating, they’ll just up and leave me.
. A lot of that got in the way, and I wasn’t as affectionate to him as I should’ve been. I broke things off in confusion, and he seemed extremely hurt. Eventually, I came to terms with things and we got back together. Now, I was about to start college, and once again, fear got the best of me, and I worried that I would have no time for him during college, so I gave him an excuse that I wanted to meet other people (which in all was the WORST idea and excuse I have ever come up with).
We broke it off, once again. During college, all I could think about was how much I had missed him, and I just decided that I needed to make up my mind whether I really want to be with him or not accepting and letting go. So I decided to wait a bit to tell him one last time (I figured he wouldn’t forgive me, but I figured I’d try anyhow).
I wanted to tell him a week before I actually did, but I was scared. Well, I told him, and I found out that he is currently dating an old flame that he had recently started being friends with again. Accepting and letting go I’ve been so regretful for the past few months, and depressive.
I adore this boy, and I don’t know what to do. I’m friends with him still, and even his girlfriend, we’re in several tiny chat groups and such together, at first I tried to accept and let go of him by dating other guys but I still constantly thought of him.
It hurts now to see them together being all lovey-dovey together and still have these strong feelings lingering for him. Accepting and letting go I don’t know what to do, I fear that they’ll never be over :/. I’m not sure whether to really move on, or hold on and wait for them to split. Any ideas?
